i gained back the 6lbs i worked so hard to lose. and i have no excuse.

ok i have lots of excuses. mainly Christmas. seriously, who the hell starts a healthy lifestyle during the holidays?! plus i went about it all wrong. i cut out a few things, stayed on the couch and got lucky. the minute i started eating again i gained it all back.lame.

but like i said, no excuses. back on track, no looking back.

it’s not a diet,it’s a life style change, and all those other platitudes.

p.s. i worked out today. go me :)

who knew?!?

but im back up now.

…you either love it, or you hate it.

I choose to love it.i think it’s adorable. but I’ve been noticing it’s goofiness a lot lately, and i couldn’t figure out why.

then it hit me: it’s because I’ve heard it more in the last few weeks than i have in the last few years. i laugh at anything, and i laugh loudly. because I’m finally starting to be happy.

i may not be all the way there, not even close actually, but I’m already giggling more.it makes me really see how much i needed this. it’s not just for my physical health, the rest of me needs this too.